today was the first year i didn’t dress up at all. pretty depressing… :(
as a kid i dressed up and went trick or treating, of course. then in my middle school years i had a friend who always had a party. and in high school i always volunteered at my schools “Safe Halloween” event and dressed up for that.
but this year i feel like i’m in an awkward stage where i’m too old to trick or treat but too young to have “adult” halloween parties or to go to a club or bar or something.
today was supposed to be my high schools homecoming parade/game/dance. my first homecoming as an alumni. so i got up early to shower and get ready and whatnot. then the parade gets cancelled. then the game. which was ok with me. i don’t like football anyway. but THEN the big party that was going on after the dance (i wasn’t going to the dance cuz thats just creepy) gets cancelled too.
all i wanted to do was get to see all my high school friends and maybe some teachers and come back as a cool (ha!) college kid. but nooooooooo.
so then my boyfriend and i were going to go see paranormal activity 3 with some friends. but no one wanted to go. so we were gona go. but now thats not happening either.
ughhhhh FML! i just wanted to hang out with friends and have fun for ONCE…